To get a handle on the ecological
effects of nuclear weapons testing was essential to any continuation of the
major nuclear testing programs underway.
I’ll never forget the day I was going through all the back issues of Nuclear Science Abstracts when I came
across the report, complete with many graphic pictures of men, women, and
children of the horrendous consequences of the testing of a 15-megaton
thermonuclear bomb at Bikini Atoll, involving the people of Rongelap
and Utirik atolls.
The big question for the American
politicians was how far could they go using nuclear and thermonuclear
weapons? They needed to know about the
personal and ecological effects of using weapons of the greatest possible mass
destruction, and here was an opportunity to maximize insight and understanding
to the problem. A micro-ecosystem
isolated some 5,000 miles from the nearest continental land mass, which
included land and ocean plants and animals in all their relationships with the
people of Rongelap Atoll. The entire continuum of the
personality-ecosystem of Rongelap Atoll was typical
of what one might find after an all-out nuclear war. Rongelap
has been adversely affected to this day, to say nothing of Eniwetok, Bikini, and Utirik.
You have probably heard it
asked: Which came first, the chicken or
the egg? The answer is: neither.
What comes first in infinity is an infinite, eternal, and universal absolute,
an antecedent Source-Cause; in actuality, the one and only Uncaused Cause in
infinity. The will of this
Person is the infinite, absolute, and eternal singularity, which is ancestral to every absolute and every relativity in
infinity. It is only natural to qualify
this absolute singularity as the will of God, the first person of
infinity. 1 = _ is the symbolic representation
of GOD, the most common name given to
this unnamed entity and source-cause of infinity, a Person.
A Person is the Source of every thing, meaning, value, and
personality in infinity? Right! If you are a person and I am a person, how
could the Source of Persons be anything less
than a person or anyone other than the First Person and Source of Everything
and every other person? This first
person comes before names or numbers, and I now relate to this Person as my
personal spiritual Father, God, the Person who endowed me with
free will, self-consciousness, mind, and spirit.
As an atheist, I had finally come
to the conclusion that, in reality, there is
a God, albeit a God far transcending the traditional concepts of Christianity
derived largely from the Bible and the institutional religions of fear. 1 = ∞! Was this the unified field equation that Dr.
Einstein had long sought and died trying to find? How could it be anything else? It was true, there is a God of science who I
could know and love for having made me and everything and everyone else
possible.
This was a mind-blowing time of
my life, February of 1969, in Penngrove,
California!
The last thing or person I expected to discover as a scientist was
God. I was a hard-core atheist, but I was
also an eclectic, one who loved truth. I
was happy to take it from any source that revealed it. The jackpot of my life had paid off in spite
of my having been set-up, falsely accused, arrested, framed, and fired as a
teacher over felony charges for marijuana possession. There was a God, and I was so happy to
have found him I could hardly stand it!!
I tried to put myself in
Einstein’s shoes. What would he have
done if he had concluded the unified field theory and derived the unified field
equation before he died? I concluded
that he would have written a paper on the subject, but first, because of the
potentials of the political application inherent in the equation and the fact
that the Vietnam War was raging, I decided I should inform the President as a
matter of national security. After all,
E = mc2 had brought us the bomb, and I knew that the political
application of the unified field equation, 1 =∞ ,
could bring an end to the war in southeast Asia and peace to our world for the
benefit of every man, woman, and child on earth.