‘Once upon a
time, there lived a woman, a young girl actually, who dreamed of a knight in
shining armour, a lover, a husband, a man who could live the brightness of
life, strong, courageous, truthful, and loving.
A man whose memory, which lived so deep within her,
walked through the ages of time with her.
A warrior, a sage, a healer, a lover, and a man who
lived free and strong, unhampered by the untruth of this world. A man she searched for, far and wide, her
memories tumbling, her pen scratching across the pages of time, leading her on
a journey into another realm, a journey of magic, a journey of delight but also
a journey of immeasurable pain.
Her life was not
a life marked by this world’s understanding, but a life lived elsewhere in the
pages of a new way. But as in all good
things to come, her journey was marked.
Pain, death, betrayal, anguish and untold truths, truths this world
could not see marked the way. A journey of great magnitude. A journey she had no knowledge of was about
to begin. Her destiny,
her life. But a journey of this
magnitude was indeed marked, as are all journeys, odysseys of the mind and
heart and a soul searching. To begin
this journey her life had to face death.
Little knowing, she walked in innocence toward her fate, a fate marked
by time, a fate marked by this death and unheard gifts that would break her
mind but gifts which would also give her, her life.
understanding of life, but an understanding that came with a price, for total understanding
of life can only come through experience and the shifting of perceptions, the
understanding of energy and the brain and the knowledge of the mind. A positive mind that can see outside of
perceptions, a world’s perceptions, a government’s perception, hatred’s
perception, pain’s perception, a broken heart’s perception, all perceptions
that live outside actual truth, into the place where life lives, a place where
And so the day
came, the day her world turned upside down, the life of a girl, the life of a
woman no more. It was now the day of a
survivor, the years of a survivor, this woman with a nameless face, this woman
living the life of many women of this world, this woman who searched for truth
beyond what this world had to offer, this woman who was me.’
‘We need to
reach into the core of the mind, the part of the mind that knows no fear and
which is not dominated by past bits and pieces of data, each, isolated facts
built into tribal doctrine.
Over the years
we have tried to make a whole of this, but look at our economy worldwide, which
is based on Sun Tzu’s Art of War for market share, market fear, fear in
itself the foundation of war. Is success
built on the chaos of perception, a chaos that has increased corporate
scandals, the fudging of numbers to make quarterly targets, the purpose, not to
piss off analysts and then watch your company’s equity dive and jobs disappear.
Living in a
thimble of tears, such a small world, a sick and dying world, dying nations and
small perceptions having created an economic market of war, chaos and war
forever seeking balance, the mind-set of nations based on our ancestors fear
and their perceptions. And so over time
your perceptions become filled with future pain. But did you know that pain is just an
opportunity for a mind to heal, for an old belief system to die, a mind to see
clear so that the space it inhabits between the cells of your body can clear,
so the twisting energy in the meridians can smooth out and move in a proper
direction or just be at peace, so that the chemicals in the brain transmute
into other chemicals through neural and organic processes, for health?
Pain and sorrow
are the wake-up call to wrong perception, to a lack of understanding. But we don’t know this because we have
divorced ourselves from ourselves.
Everything is put into a box, the mind has its own box, the emotions
have their own box and the body has its own box, all totally unrelated. Why?
Because that’s what we’ve been taught by boxes or systems that want to
protect their own systems, jobs and money.
We live in a world of judgement and fear, judging everything, minds in
chaos, governments in chaos, health care in chaos and no room for truth, just
chaos feeding more chaos.
Did you know
that our pain, our thoughts, our feelings, this energy that we all generate,
fills our towns, cities, governments and systems and covers the heavily
populated parts of the land? That fear
actually lives as an energy and affects every living thing within its radius?
But there is
another place and its called the unified mind, which is the mind of God, or
space, where no belief system lives and where all life begins, life which has
no ending because it just exists. God or
this energy does not know pain, or fear or life itself because it just is, it
has no judgement. Why? Because it is love, which
in itself is life, but not life as we know it.’