SUNBLOOD

‘Once upon a time, there lived a woman, a young girl actually, who dreamed of a knight in shining armour, a lover, a husband, a man who could live the brightness of life, strong, courageous, truthful, and loving.  A man whose memory, which lived so deep within her, walked through the ages of time with her.

Sunblood.  A warrior, a sage, a healer, a lover, and a man who lived free and strong, unhampered by the untruth of this world.  A man she searched for, far and wide, her memories tumbling, her pen scratching across the pages of time, leading her on a journey into another realm, a journey of magic, a journey of delight but also a journey of immeasurable pain. 

Her life was not a life marked by this world’s understanding, but a life lived elsewhere in the pages of a new way.  But as in all good things to come, her journey was marked.  Pain, death, betrayal, anguish and untold truths, truths this world could not see marked the way.  A journey of great magnitude.  A journey she had no knowledge of was about to begin.  Her destiny, her life.  But a journey of this magnitude was indeed marked, as are all journeys, odysseys of the mind and heart and a soul searching.  To begin this journey her life had to face death.  Little knowing, she walked in innocence toward her fate, a fate marked by time, a fate marked by this death and unheard gifts that would break her mind but gifts which would also give her, her life.

A total understanding of life, but an understanding that came with a price, for total understanding of life can only come through experience and the shifting of perceptions, the understanding of energy and the brain and the knowledge of the mind.  A positive mind that can see outside of perceptions, a world’s perceptions, a government’s perception, hatred’s perception, pain’s perception, a broken heart’s perception, all perceptions that live outside actual truth, into the place where life lives, a place where God lives.

And so the day came, the day her world turned upside down, the life of a girl, the life of a woman no more.  It was now the day of a survivor, the years of a survivor, this woman with a nameless face, this woman living the life of many women of this world, this woman who searched for truth beyond what this world had to offer, this woman who was me.’

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‘We need to reach into the core of the mind, the part of the mind that knows no fear and which is not dominated by past bits and pieces of data, each, isolated facts built into tribal doctrine.

Over the years we have tried to make a whole of this, but look at our economy worldwide, which is based on Sun Tzu’s Art of War for market share, market fear, fear in itself the foundation of war.  Is success built on the chaos of perception, a chaos that has increased corporate scandals, the fudging of numbers to make quarterly targets, the purpose, not to piss off analysts and then watch your company’s equity dive and jobs disappear. 

Living in a thimble of tears, such a small world, a sick and dying world, dying nations and small perceptions having created an economic market of war, chaos and war forever seeking balance, the mind-set of nations based on our ancestors fear and their perceptions.  And so over time your perceptions become filled with future pain.  But did you know that pain is just an opportunity for a mind to heal, for an old belief system to die, a mind to see clear so that the space it inhabits between the cells of your body can clear, so the twisting energy in the meridians can smooth out and move in a proper direction or just be at peace, so that the chemicals in the brain transmute into other chemicals through neural and organic processes, for health?

Pain and sorrow are the wake-up call to wrong perception, to a lack of understanding.  But we don’t know this because we have divorced ourselves from ourselves.  Everything is put into a box, the mind has its own box, the emotions have their own box and the body has its own box, all totally unrelated.  Why?  Because that’s what we’ve been taught by boxes or systems that want to protect their own systems, jobs and money.  We live in a world of judgement and fear, judging everything, minds in chaos, governments in chaos, health care in chaos and no room for truth, just chaos feeding more chaos.

Did you know that our pain, our thoughts, our feelings, this energy that we all generate, fills our towns, cities, governments and systems and covers the heavily populated parts of the land?  That fear actually lives as an energy and affects every living thing within its radius?

But there is another place and its called the unified mind, which is the mind of God, or space, where no belief system lives and where all life begins, life which has no ending because it just exists.  God or this energy does not know pain, or fear or life itself because it just is, it has no judgement.  Why?  Because it is love, which in itself is life, but not life as we know it.’