Saved, Single and Satisfied

You are sitting there saying, she is so dramatic. Yes, Yes! You would be dramatic, if your reality was nothing but a fantasy. I couldn't imagine making this ninety degree turn around. I asked God how, when, and who is going to help me make these drastic changes. I asked God this question over and over again? However, he did not answer, so I prayed a different prayer.

I began to pray for more patience, peace, understanding, wisdom, knowledge, and spiritual discernment. Little did I know, in order to obtain patience and peace you have to go through the battle field. To obtain wisdom, you have to become dumb. Placing aside your will and ways to embrace God's will and ways. To get knowledge you have to read and meditate on the word day and night. To receive patience, you have to be longsuffering. To learn how to be longsuffering, you have to go through many fiery trails.

My fiery trails came through my friends, family, job, finances and health. The trails did not come at once; like Job. Job had a TEN ALARM FIRE! He lost his children and stock in an evening. My fire started in one room and slowly moved throughout the house. The first year the trail of friends and finances came upon me. The second year finances and flesh. The third year finances, flesh, and family. The fourth year family, friends, and job. The fifth year flesh, finances, friends, health, and job. The six year health, health, health, and friends.