1.
they don’t see me anymore...
they don’t see me as I am
they see me only as I appear
slowing, greying, wrinkling
they used to glance and stay, now
a glance and glance away
I used to get a smile and wink
now only a quick look –
waiting to be discarded
I am now of the disregarded...
If I let them – I will be old
and invisible
I am afraid.. (From Fears)
2.
friends gone
lovers lost in other loves
what was it I dreamed
in the long ago?
or was it only yesterday
I reached out my hand
to worlds that beckoned
bright, light, warm
but that was so long ago
I tremble. (From Trembling)
3.
“Do I dare?”
(I have thought long on this):
YES, I dare!
I will not settle for Hamlet’s servant
That will not do...
I will be Hamlet (or his sister) –or perhaps
nothing – but at least I will try
with my every breath –
“I grow old...” so, “I grow old...”
I will still say yes to life
thrust my fears to the wildest winds
swirl and spin and spit
as long as there is a spark...
I will do it...I may not do it all
but I can try –
life is in the trying
life...is in the trying.
(From Renewal)
4.
life is a cycle...my life cycle
none the better, none the worse
life – my life – is what I make it
after all:
I am the artist
I care my world...
greatness may be before
not behind – I will not judge why..
I will life!
(From Epiphanies & Flashes)
5.
I laugh at myself
feeling good
thoughts coming
in such profusion
I can scarcely breathe
without a new one
or old, tumbling
in on one another
clear as glass
sweet as the first kiss...
I laugh again
almost a giggle,
knowing it will