Today, September 9, 2005, I decided to retire from the practice of medicine and write this book. The following text will recount my story, revealing my journey from one point to the other. As you may have heard, a health care crisis is brewing in America, and I find myself in the midst of it. I, Angela Lowe Heider, MD, am an obstetrician and gynecologist living in Chapel Hill, North Carolina. I am also a wife and proud mother of three. I have struggled with my career choices and watched friends and colleagues struggle as well. We are each finding our own solutions. Although some will continue to practice medicine, many of us have elected to retire.
I dedicated ten years, significant resources, and many tears to my current path. Though the journey has been difficult and the sacrifices significant, my career has also been a blessing. I have grown, matured, and managed to help a few people along the way. The further removed you are from an experience, the more fondly you recall it. I too will have fond memories of my time as an obstetrician and gynecologist.
The stories of women in medicine are worth telling. This is the story of my life and career, and it is true. It is also a story of working women – the guilt, the delicate balance, the rewards. It is a story of the modern physician and of a failing heath care system. I hope this account will be both entertaining and educational. The telling has been many things to me, not the least of which is a chance to heal.
If you are a woman contemplating a career in medicine or any career for that matter, this text should be both insightful and informative. If you are a mom, working or otherwise, you will relate. If you are a patient, you should be aware of the forces shaping those who are caring for you. If you are an American, you should be interested in the solvency of our health care system. We are fortunate in that we can access excellent medical care in this country. I, for one, would like to keep it that way.