John Eric Sparacio (Aadesh Amal)
ABOUT THE BOOK
This book is a streaming verbal form of consciousness inspired by my
own unfolding perceptions of the world around me. Since
each page is limited to a single thought or statement, it is this simplicity
of word that gives the reader a vast amount of thought to debate within
one’s self or group. It is a reflection of the beginning thought patterns I
have experienced, which helped my mind awaken and ignite my desire
for learning. I hope this book will have the same effect on you, the reader.
It also combines art with literature inasmuch as the design is centered—
a place all of us strive to be, a place I see as the ultimate
place of peace.
The reader should also feel free to make his or her own notes in the
blank spaces around each thought as his or her consciousness unfolds. The
black-and-white design represents the duality of life, and the circular
light form on the cover is the eternal image of God. The reader will
notice the name under my birth name (a birth name is assigned
to us). This is my chosen name and means “message of hope” in Hindi.
The entire book is a single conscious thought void of any structural
distractions, such as page numbers, too many words that can lead to
thought exhaustion, and colors that confuse the concept.
I hope everyone has a great experience in his or her
journey through my mind’s eye and will walk away
a bit more enlightened, for I believe that through knowledge and wisdom
one gains enlightenment.
Good journey
JES
(Aedesh Amal)
John Sparacio was born to Elizabeth and Joseph Sparacio
on December 8 1958. It was a longer than usual labor
for my mother, I can recall in my teenage years
how she would say that it was like I did not want to come out.
Well, I came out and here I am in this realm of
wonder and pain, joy and sadness, hope and despair.
As a young boy I was very gifted in the arts and music
until I became aware of the consciousness of the
human beings around me, at that point I was weakened
by them, spiraled out of control and have spent
the last fourty-seven plus years searching for myself and repairing the
damage caused by the ignorance I was born into.
I have always felt that there was something greater for me
and all of us here but could not quite capture it.
I had the normal menial jobs as a youth and then in a grasp
for salvation enlisted myself into the military. I then served
my time came back into the civilian world
where I went to work at an electronics firm. I worked about
two years before destiny had delivered me my own
electronics business which I will address in a later book
about “intelligent design”. After about 14 years I realized that this
was anomalous and that it was not who or what I am,
so I sold the company and went in search of myself.
Now at 47 years of age and with many experiences I can reflect
on my being which has always been with me. I liken it to yourself
being carried in a box in the pocket of yourself
waiting for the day that you will have the chance to rise out
of that box and see yourself in the world and all its wonder.
Well that day is afoot and I am slowly but surely rising from
that box out of the sleeping johns’ pocket.
All along this difficult upward climb I look back and remember
strange, agonizing and wonderful things which have
happened to me and that which has shaped my consciousness. I recall
as a teenager and up to the present day, dreams I would have
of the future and watched in awe as they came true
either weeks or years later, this may I say is probably
the most compelling of the incentives to search
for the deeper meaning of life.
It is this hirer form of collective consciousness which has awakened me
to its call and in turn I am passing its voice of knowledge onto all who will listen.
Many Thanks
John Eric Sparacio
