I'll Always Miss You

Louise Gherasim

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A novel based on the love letters between Michael Collins and Kitty Kiernan. It keeps pace with the hectic lifestyle of Collins and reveals the turbulent and emotional periods, which the highly-strung, sensitive Kitty is destined to endure. A poignant story of love won and lost in the tragic and untimely death of Michael Collins.

Louise Gherasim was born and raised in Ireland, coming to the United States in the late 1950’s. A retired teacher with B. Mus. And MA degrees, she spent 35 years in the classroom teaching everything from art, music, history and philosophy to English language and literature. She now lives in Oregon with her Romanian husband. An accomplished writer with an elegant literary style, Louise has written numerous stories set in Ireland and Romania. Her objective not only to entertain but to teach and instruct.

Louise knows Ireland through and through, its people and its history and never fails to capture the spirit of that warm and enduring land. She visited Romania and was immediately drawn to its people. “There is quite a remarkable resemblance between Ireland and Romania,” she declares. “Both countries have know the highhandedness of the oppressor. Both peoples have borne the injustices and cruelties of the suppressed. Both are countries of civilizations and cultures far older and nobler than their subjugators and both remained, despite all odds, true to their Christian faith and traditions.”

“He’s in!  We’ve won!” shouted Harry.1

“Sure, ’tis a proud day!” said Gearoid.  “You were right, Mick.  ‘Put ‘em in to get ‘em out.’2  It worked!”

“Of course I was right.  They’ll bloody well have to release McGuinness now,” answered Collins.

It was May 9, 1917.  The jubilant crowds left reluctantly, late though it was.  Only the three friends remained.

The weather had turned blustery.  A cold rain, coming in gusts as from a broken spout spewing in all directions, tested the patience and determination of those seeking the comfort of house and hearth.  Yes, it was May.  But in Ireland no one pays attention to the seasons or expects much from them.

“Sure, we haven’t a climate,” an old man said, “only weather.  An’ the devil, himself, doesn’t know how that ‘ill behave.”

“We’ve got to find a place soon or we’ll be spending the night in this barn,” said Gearoid.

“I could do with a sup o’ tea right now.”  Collins yawned, unusual for him.

“A sup o’ tea is it?  A wee drop and a good feed would be more to my liking,” answered Gearoid.

“Sure!  I know the very place,” said Harry rubbing his hands together as the light of anticipation brightened his handsome face.  “Come lads, pile into the old donkey cart.  Let’s be off.”  Harry started the engine.  The old Ford roared, backfired, and belted a cloud of smoke.

“My God!  Is this contraption safe?” asked Gearoid.

“I take it you’re referring to my limousine?  It got you this far, didn’t it?”

“Aye, by the grace of God and your mother’s prayers, no doubt,” answered Gearoid.

The banter continued as they sped along the dark county roads.

When they had left the town of Longford well behind, Mícheál spoke, “Where, in the name of God, are you taking us, man?” His West Cork accent rising and falling like the waves on the strand at Rosscarbery.

“Just you wait and see.”  And Harry wouldn’t say another word.

“Are we not on the road to Edgeworthstown?”

“Could be,” answered Gearoid.  “But, as Harry says, let’s wait and see.  The old boy is full of surprises.  One thing I can say,” he continued as he tried to make out the direction in which they were heading,  “is that we’re in Colum’s country, Padraic Colum that is.”

That was enough for Mícheál.  At once he started:

 “Oh to have a little house

 To own the hearth and stool and all,

 The heaped-up sods upon the fire

 The pile of turf against the wall.

 To have a clock with weights and chains

 And pendulum swinging up and down.

 A dresser filled with shining delft

 Speckled and white and blue and brown.”

He paused as if the telling of the tale of The Old Woman of The Roads was too much for him.  After a moment, he sighed.  “Would that she had her little house.  Ireland has so many homeless ones.”  Then, his mood quickly changed.  “An’ isn’t this what its all about.  Let’s get the right men in an’ the bloody English out of this country once and for all.”

Harry Boland, like his closest friend, Mick Collins, was a man of great physical beauty.  And, like his friend, he was highly intelligent.  Both were men of integrity.  They were alike in their boundless energy and charming personalities.  Light-hearted and full of fun, they loved a good joke and a rough game.  They were known for their kindness and generosity.  But there was one big difference; Harry was head over heels in love with “the most beautiful woman in Ireland.”  Mick’s only love was Ireland, herself, Roisin Dubh.

The door of The Greville Arms was opened by Briget, the housemaid.

“Good evening and welcome Mr. Boland, sir.”  She stepped back, as soon as she recognized Harry.  “’Tis a terrible night, altogether.  Come in, come in, gentlemen.”

“Are the ladies in bed?” Harry asked.

“Oh no, sir.  I don’t think so.”

“Ladies, is it now?  What have you got us into?” Gearoid, wide-eyed in disbelief, whispered to Harry.

“Ah, don’t be afraid, man.  They won’t bite.”

“Come along into the parlor.  There’s a warm fire within.  An’ I’ll be telling Miss Kitty you’re here, sir.”  Briget led the way to the comfort of the large room used for the entertainment of the many friends and guests of the Kiernan family.

As she threw the door wide open, the happy dancing flames of the peat fire drew and quickened the steps of the tired men.

Pulling off his leather gloves and tossing them on the nearest table, Collins made straight for the hearth.  Then holding his hands over the rainbow glow, he exclaimed, “There’s nothing in the world like a turf fire.  Symbol of true Gaelic hospitality.”

“You haven’t seen anything yet,” said Harry.

As the men were making themselves comfortable, Briget hurried off to tell Miss Kitty that Mr. Boland was below.  “An’ he has two other gentlemen with him, Miss.”

“Tell the others, will you please, Briget.  And we’ll be needing some refreshments.”

While awaiting the ladies, Collins had time to take in the details of the room.

In the center of the polished wooden floor was a rich multi-colored carpet.  The furniture was oak.  An exquisitely carved table in the middle of the room was flanked by twelve matching chairs.  Several smaller tables with vases of fresh flowers, knickknacks, or books, a long sofa, and a variety of other chairs were arranged in various groupings around the room.  Meant to accommodate large gatherings, mused Collins.  Against the wall and facing the fireplace, a grand sideboard displayed the best part of the family’s silverware.

There was a knock on the door.  Maud, the youngest of the four Kiernan sisters, entered.  “Good evening and welcome, Gentlemen.”

The men arose and Harry stepped to meet her introducing his friends.

“Please don’t disturb yourselves,” she said as they shook hands.  “My sisters will be along presently.  I’ll just get this table set.  You must be famished.”  Maud, down to earth, always atuned to reality, set to work as the men resumed their places.

Kitty was the next to enter.  Her dark-blue eyes were shining as they met Harry’s.  She hesitated.  Immediately he was beside her.

“Darling, it’s so wonderful to see you.”  He enveloped her in a warm embrace.  Then, looking down into her upturned face, he paused a moment to savor the vision of loveliness before tasting her cherry lips.  “Darling Kit,” he whispered as he finally released her, “I love you so much.”

Blushing, Kit said, “Aren’t you going to introduce me to your friends?”

Harry took her hand and guided her toward the fireplace where Mick was standing.

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