Tears Fall on Dark Memories

Ryan Belcher

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Tears Fall on Dark Memories is a psychological thriller about a crazed serial killer with a motive that is more ambitious and sinister than Bundy, Manson, and Dahmer combined. This suspenseful thriller will keep you engaged with every page. Each chapter brings you closer and closer to finding out the killer’s motive, only to add depth and complexity to an ever growing, ever bewildering story line. Fiction in its purest sense will transport the reader into another world; this book is no exception.

The people of Tolmor City are being annihilated one by one. Detective Jonathan Burton stands alone as the sole person who can stop the fiendish murderer. Seeing from the detective’s and killer’s point of view is what makes this book like no other in terms of complexity and originality.

This book unfolds into a blooming staircase of structure from a spiraling chaotic nothingness. Pieces of strategically placed clues create a map of this novel’s underlying meaning. Tears Fall on Dark Memories transports us into a realm of bewildering chaos. It describes the killings, investigations, and victims, i.e. from all perspectives. It stimulates the crevices of our predatory impulses, making us aware of our own primitive selves.

Tears Fall on Dark Memories is infused with philosophical underpinnings that give it a feel of movies such as, Seven, The Silence of the Lambs, and Kiss the Girls. The book is illustrated profusely by the author, which adds depth and visual understanding to this complex, yet highly entertaining story.

This is Ryan Nicholas Belcher’s second book. His first book, entitled Dreams: Gateway to the True Self, is nonfiction about self-knowledge and growth.

After his first book he decided to, almost overnight, write a novel. It was his intention to show how the subjective consciousness of individuals can be radically different from person to person.

Toiling with ideas of personality traits and serial killer motives, he turned to Chaucer, one of the greatest writers of all time; he studied Chaucer to develop his attentiveness to the subtleties of the human psyche. In so doing, he developed a complex guideline for which his killer would develop his motive. Chaucer worship, The Canterbury Tales as scripture, and homicidal tendencies lead the killer into the twisted events that unfold in Tears Fall on Dark Memories.

The author plans to go to graduate school at night while working as a financial services representative, author, and artist. He fully intends to continue to write and paint throughout his life. “I try to remain as practical as possible with my art and writing, although practicality rarely makes you feel alive.”

The author’s emphatic appreciation for the humanities gives an intelligible, witty, and charismatic approach to fiction in terms of character development, detail of situation, logical reasoning on behalf of complex situational structures, all the while bringing us closer to the underlying meaning in his writing. The author truly has diversity, for he is not dark and pessimistic, rather comedic and optimistic. In any case, he is forever appreciative to those who care for his forms of art, as well as being immensely grateful to those people that support his ventures, especially to his mother Angela Hope Rowe and father Auby Eugene Belcher.

“Never cage up a beast”

The lion-hearted are chained,
The meek lock them up by their numbers,
The beast roars in anger,
Pacing back and forth growling feverishly,
The meek poke fun,
While the lion-hearted bides its time.

The beast is let out,
Lion teeth and full throttle,
Anguish is unleashed upon the meek,
Gnawing and tearing at the eyes of the collective.

Every part of the collective,
Broken into seven parts,
Ripped open in vengeful actions,
For the repressed nature of the beast,
Is thus released.

Partial consequence unknown,
The meek replenish in numbers,
And repress once more,
The beast is caged but,
The collective never forgets,
Nor does the beasts’ ambitious-
Passions for freedom.

Let it be known,
That all that repress,
Will fall victim to the wild fury,
Of the animal instinct,
The fall of the lesser half,
Shall perish in the flames,
Of its own too far extended,
Empire of paradoxical utopia.

Ripping open the oppression,
From whinst it came,
To claw out the eyes,
Of the collective populous.

Never-ever cage the wild beast.

By R.N.B

Chapter 1

Samantha worked the corner of Sixth and Shallow Circle Parkway every night to make ends meet. She was good at what she did...the best. She didn’t need a pimp; she was an independent woman, an American woman, living the American dream.

About four-thirty every morning, business would get slow so she made her way to the same old, beat up tavern each night, Charlie’s. There was not the best of crowds at that time of night at Charlie’s. As a matter of fact, at that time of night the place was usually empty.

Whatever did the trick was what Samantha aimed for. In her line of work she needed a certain amount of numbness, something to dull her emotions. On that night she made her way to Charlie’s as always, leaving behind the corner of Sixth and Shallow Circle Parkway.

Charlie was always there. He was no saint himself, but he would always listen to her stories. Then again, Samantha was no pity case.

Samantha shivered as she looked up, seeing an overcast of greenish clouds. Her spine tingled as she walked down the street. Turning the corner, she felt the hair on the back of her neck stand up even more than usual. She felt like she was not alone. Charlie was there, but it was something else that disturbed her. A presence of some kind made her uncomfortable.

After five drinks into drowning her forgotten goals, misplaced dreams, and twisted sense of independence and American freedom, she glanced over her left shoulder and saw a figure in the bar. It wasn’t Charlie. He was washing dishes behind the counter, as this was his normal routine. This new figure was not a normal customer. He had a strange eerie eminence about himself. Samantha squinted into her glass and turned her eyes slyly to see the details of this dark figure. He seemed to wear the night’s gloom and felt comfortable in the shadows. He wore a black sweat suit with his hood cloaking his face while he sat in the corner at a table. The hood cast a shadow over all but his chin.

Samantha’s heartbeat increased as she stared. The dark figure slowly placed both of his arms on the table. Inching along on his fingers, he crossed his arms. His right elbow pointed toward the door as if he was inviting Samantha to run, to make an escape. She had to fight her instinct to run, to hide. She didn’t know why she was so distressed by this person, but she trusted her own intuition. She made up her whiskey-soaked mind to leave and in a hurry. She glanced at Charlie to judge his reaction.

Charlie had his back to Samantha and he wasn’t planning to turn around. Charlie was no fighter. He broke his nose a few years back trying to break up a fight. So he stayed out of trouble and stayed to himself when he thought there was trouble. Back then, there were more customers at Charlie’s, but the combination of that fight and the recent depression of the city’s economy led to a decrease in profitability for his small business.

Samantha laid down her glass and licked her lips. She could feel his eyes burn into the side of her face and feel her heart speed up. His black-covered body and burning stare gave him the most evil presence Samantha had ever seen. Samantha’s heart raced even more rapidly.

Her palms were sweating as she leaned over and whispered, “Charlie, who is that?”

Charlie did not respond. He had to have heard her but gave no sign.

“I have to get out of here,” Samantha thought.

Charlie kept washing dishes; he dare not turn around. He kept his mouth shut. He didn’t want to end up in some dumpster like that poor nun who was stabbed thirty-seven times just a few blocks from there. He wasn’t happy, he could only live scared. He did all he knew and all he could to make a living serving a few customers in a run down place. His instincts told him not to answer her and not to turn around. He did what he always did...ignore the situation and not play the hero.

“That’s how I got my nose broken in the first place,” Charlie thought. “Just ignore her, it’s her problem not mine. Just be quiet, Charlie,” he thought to himself.

Samantha whispered softly, “Charlie--Charlie--fine don’t answer, be the gutless coward you’ve always been. I’m leaving. I’m leaving right now.”

With little hesitation and not too abrupt angst, she calmly pushed her barstool away from the bar. Putting one leg off of the stool and then the next, she stood up. Her long legs walked slowly and steadily toward the door as if she feared nothing. With a monotone voice, tinged with hidden frustration, she uttered, “I’ll see you tomorrow Charlie.”

Her heels clicked against the discolored-grimy floor of the bar. She pushed the door open as her eyes caught sight of the dreary night. Green clouds in the sky flung down a slight drizzle. Gutters filled with water and Samantha shed a single terrified tear. Samantha took a deep breath, walked out of the bar, and across the street. Her shoes slapped down on the wet road clicking as she walked. Her heart speedily throbbed; the hairs on her neck stood straight up. Her breath came in spurts, trying to fill her clamped lungs. She was absolutely terrified.

“Who was that character in Charlie’s?” she thought.

Her apartment was across the street from Charlie’s. It was adjacent to the corner of where she worked. The light outside her apartment illuminated like a beacon of hope. Streetlights spread light across the street and lit the way to her home. She took out her keys as she walked hurriedly toward her apartment door. She felt the pounding on the ground before she heard a noise behind her. Someone was running, running fast. She dared to peek over her shoulder. It was the man from the bar.

“Hurry, Samantha! Hurry, Samantha!” she thought.

She was panicked and her heart was in her throat. She stumbled to the door in an alcoholic dizziness. The key went into the hole and unlocked the apartment door. The figure collided into her running full speed. Her face slammed against the apartment door. Pain surged as her face rammed into the door. Her diaphragm exuded all of her breath. She felt the worst pain she had ever felt on the first thrust of his knife. It was an excruciating feeling at first, but it slowly felt like only a pinprick on her skin. She tasted metal in her mouth as it filled with blood. Samantha’s body fell onto the ground with barely an inkling of her own imminent demise; Samantha’s eye lids remained open as she stared straight into the rain of the darkest night of her life. Her eyes dimmed as the rain washed the pain from her lifeless body.

The mad man wiped the blood off of the knife onto her dress. He made her dark red dress a little bit darker. It started to pour down rain as the murderer caught a glimpse of Charlie standing with the door open from his bar. He had seen it all. From across the street, he looked in horror. Frozen in absolute terror from the events that had just taken place, Charlie stood silent.

“Don’t say anything,” Charlie thought.

The images would be burned deep in the unconscious of Charlie’s mind, haunting him for the rest of his life.

The dark figure put his knife up and walked slowly away, leaving Samantha’s lifeless body on the ground. Charlie stared with awful attention. The figure glided and sneaked along slowly as the shadow of the dark figure disappeared from the corner of Sixth and Shallow Circle Parkway and into the shadows.

 

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